waiting

So this will be my first official, planned and charted cycle. My period is due in 2-4 days and all I can think about is hoping that it doesn't come. My breasts are really sore and that is a sign of BOTH pregnancy and and upcoming normal period. It is unfair that it is on both lists. So now it is just a waiting game. Next week I'll take a test if nothing has started on its own.
I want a baby so badly, its all that Michael and I talk about these days. But even if this isn't the month, next month maybe.