Why I've been MIA

2 months ago our family started on a journey that I wasn't ready to discuss here until today - and even now I don't want to post much about.  But for the record we are in the process of moving and it is going to be months before we are settled in our new home.  At first I just thought I'd abandon this blog until we were in our new home - how ever long that takes - and just brush over this strange middle-ground/limbo we find ourselves in. That maybe if I don't record it or acknowledge it that it would somehow make things easier.  But then last night when the kids were still awake at 11:00pm after a very long day, Michael looked at me and said,

"Even with all thats going on, this is the happiest I've ever been in my whole life."

me too.

And that made me realize that I shouldn't try to gloss over this stage in our life.  I need to cherish it.  So with that, I'm back and happier than I have ever been in my whole life.